Seems like a no. I mean one second I'm friends with everyone and then the next I hate everyone around me. It's hard for me to keep friend and I've accepted that. Not that I need them or anything. It's just people who you think are close to you and then they just hate you, it confuses me. It doesn't really hold my interest, it just makes me think. If I was them, would I hate me. No doubt. I would envy me, cause I trust anyone that steps into my path.

I think another reason is because I am an Alpha Female. I like things done my way. If they aren't then I get pissed. I've backed down on that a bit, but I can't help it. Ya, when you first meet me I'm extremely quiet. Why? I'm trying to figure out who you are. I'm not trying to be rude or anything, I just don't want to have connections to people that i don't need to have. It just gets me into bigger trouble when I start caring.

I'm not sure anymore. Once I'm out of High school I won't feel like this anymore.